Saturday, November 08, 2008

``_____.*what is it now`?.#

i believe in yi du gong du, so i always use ji jiang fa...but, this time, it seems like it back fired...

just when i thought you understood what i needed, i was wrong...1 more time`! i hated explaining for myself...so here i am venting on my blog for nobody...

words of encouragement is so important`?

is it what i did, or what i should have done`?
i never had the chance to clear those thought of me from you...

if you think that i say those things to criticize you, then i'm so sorry.
i will not say a word from now.

when i don't get close to you, it's not because i do not like you...it was because i like you too much that i'm afraid of hurting you...and i guess, i really did...

you told me you've learnt not to assume...but there you are jumping onto you own conclusion about me...
you said your love for me is stronger than what people can say
you said i'm your last...
you promised never will you let me go unless i wanted to...
you...

sigh...

how does it matters now`?

this world is so filled with lies...
the reason behind lies is that people say thing to satisfy the other...
tell me what should i do`?
when i say the truth, people get angry because it sounded awful
when i lied to say nice things, people get angry at me for lying...
what the fcuk`!

1:41 AM Z